i just come out of the broom closet. yes im a witch. when you tell people you are a witch they look at you like you nutts, oh well i'm a gray witch. i walk the line of good and dark. i'm been think was my granny a witch to? she would tell my think. i just wish i would have listen more to her. she know thing, my mom was the church lady, she may not gone to church but she had it on the tv or radio drove me nuts. i try but it wasnt for me. i can feel thing when i let them in, i block it. but i think i may stop doing that. who know. the story my granny tell me like the time she see the goose with the red hat on it head. and knowing that her hurband was going to died and try to stop him from going but he didnt listen he died that night. seeing thing in the house. yes i live in a hunted house. i would love to go back there and see the old place the house is gone. but i know that my granny is there. she love that place and did not what to leave but it was falling down around us. so we move up here. at first it was okay. then mom died then 5 1/2 mos. later granny died. i had i broke down i thought my brother danney would take care of thing. right he take care he take all my thing in the stored locker. sold it and keep the money. they had my phone turn off and they just did me wrong. danney betty and my dad. that son of a bitch. turn his back on me. i had no life no car, had to pay them to take me places and they was going to the same place. and friends that a laugh. their was sharon at first she didnt like me for what danney an d betty toll her, but then she watch me and seen that i was not the person they say i was. so we become friends. she seen that i was not like my brother. but she was a so so friend. what do i mean will it like this if i was over there and we was seating outside and someone come over she didnt say this is my friend freada, no she and who every when go in her trailer and she would close the door. leaving me on the desk. that not a friend. even if a knew the person she did the same thing. well she died, no one tell me she when to the hosp in the mid of the night. and had a brain thing blood clut that kill her, no one toll me when the funuse was. i didnt get to go. oh well. then there nan what a friend not, yes we when place but a friend do tell people i buy her lunch poor thing dont have money. well her daughter married jeff my step nephew (and if i know what he was doing to ruby i would have kill him) well i would baby sat for them. well it got me out of the house. one day she was talking the a guy name mike. the next thing i know is she call me with his number. so i called. he call me back we talk for 2 days then he come over. i fuck him so we started see each other and 7 months later he started staying the night then he moved in on dec 12 2007/ he is the best thing in my life. i love him. this is our 7yr together. that all for now later. i will wrote more later.

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i know someone who bday is on the 7th and someone who bday is on the 21th. and they r total assholes. fucking jackass, and mine bday is on the 14th. so im  the good one. and we all know that the stiff in the mideal is the best stiff. and im the best. im not a miss goodly twoshoe by know means. i can do very bad things but im a good person but shit on me and is what i can do to u.

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why do brother turn their back on you when they get married? or is it just mine? i thought my brothers was the best but they turn their back on me. i didnt do a thing wrong. but they just stop being their for me. but i did'nt stop being their for them. it not like i what to come first. i know their family come first. but i didnt even come second. i was not even last. it like i died. why why that all i what to know.